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Ripples in the Wake

by Kirby Heard

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1.
Angel Wings 03:09
Sea foam shimmers before daylight - like the strands of pearls you wore  
I reach for your hand without a thought, but you’re walking on Heaven’s shore  
Daybreak brings you back again and warms me with fond memories  
Gentle waves tickle our toes in the sand then wander back to the sea   Remember how our fingers twined; a perfect fit, me and you  
You’re here with me and my aching heart - I see you in all that I do  
Soft dune drifts are your laughing eyes, I hear your voice in the wind  
Your golden hair shines in the noonday sun; your radiance is clear in my mind  
 Ah, my love  
Ah, my love   It’s hard to face this solitude; I see your footprints by mine  
They fill with seawater then disappear, so you’re swept from me again  
The ocean frees a silvery moon to waken the indigo sky  
Revealing a shell, open like angel wings - I see you, waving goodbye   Ah, my love  
Ah, my love   I hug the pillow that cradled your head; grief pulls the tears from my eyes  
Like the tide, I will recover my strength; like the sun and moon I will rise
2.
Three barrels beckon, we breathe as one, listen to the crowd, imagine our run  
Her knees hug me gently as she sits up high - a saddle or buckle, the ultimate prize  
She melts in the saddle; we soar as one. Staccato triplets pound as I run  
Dusty wake reveals my trail, my snorts of passion in every exhale   We speak with no words, we fly without wings  
When we grab the lightning, I hear her heart sing  
We grab the lightning, I touch the fire, wind in my face, against the wire  
Dig heels down and fly to the east; we’re a powerful pair when we’re unleashed  
O-de-lay-ee, o-de-lay-ee, o-de-li   She kisses my muzzle, sweeps forelock aside, curries the salty frost from my hide  
Buries her face in my neck to inhale smells of the barn, and the call of the trail  
Some days I run unbridled and free - no saddle, no fenders just sweet liberty  
She’s tucked like a jockey, clutching my mane - we glide on the wind, we’re free of the reins   We speak with no words, we fly without wings  
When we grab the lightning, I can hear her heart sing  
We grab the lightning, I touch the fire, wind in my face, against the wire  
Dig heels down and fly to the east; we’re a powerful pair when we’re unleashed  
O-de-lay-ee, o-de-lay-ee, o-de-li   We speak with no words, we fly without wings  
When we grab the lightning, I can hear her heart sing 
3.
Time is heavy, on my soul then seems to fly away  
 Tried to tie me down before, could not find a way  
 Threads of memories frayed and worn rally to survive  
 Empty days of loneliness  
I was never a child; I was never a child   Time is tender - giving days to win race with age  
 Tattered virtue, never shared - silence turned to rage  
 Tangled thoughts that trigger tears linger deep inside  
 Tug on bootstraps, rise above  
I was never a child; I was never a child   Time has mercy - holding dreams and memories yet to come  
 Sing what can’t be said, they say, dance what can’t be sung  
 Cut the tethers holding tight, freeing wings to fly  
 As the ocean, Earth and sun,  
I was never a child; I was never a child   Time is fading - more left behind than I can see ahead  
 Trust creeps in, then disappears, teasing me instead  
 Dare to laugh with life’s ordeals, pushing fear aside  
 I was born this old  
I was never a child; I was never a child 
4.
When they shot him dead nobody said, "He's somebody's someone"  
When they haul her away there's no one to say, "She's somebody's someone"   She's a mother, a daughter, an angel, a friend; she mattered to someone around the bend  
They're somebody's someone, somewhere, sometime, no matter the cause or the crime   A mistake with the smack, or a suicide pact, you’re still somebody's someone  
When he's found in the street there's nothing discreet, but he's somebody's someone   He's a buddy, a husband, a brother, a mister, a lover, a son, or maybe a sister  
There should always be someone in everyone's mind for the somebody's someones we find   Violence on streets, arrests for free speech, they’re still somebody's someone  
Some stand up tall speaking out for us all, we're all somebody's someone   We're somebody's someone in somebody's life, a parent, a child, a mentor, a wife  
We'll be somebody's someone right to the end, we're all somebody's someone's friend  
We're all somebody's someone's friend
5.
Mandy Jane 02:47
She worked so hard ‘fore the day began, yellow hair pinned neatly in place  
Patting out biscuits with her tiny hands, her motion was so full of grace  
Her pinafore apron dusted with flour, protected that day’s gingham dress  
Then she’d go work in town for another eight hours after baking her love in our bread  
She baked love right into our bread   Warm, loving eyes were as dark as night; strong features concealed her kind smile  
And her granite façade would dissolve with delight when her arms would encircle a child  
She raised us simple, never wanting for more, on our farm away from the crowds  
In God’s chosen country our family she bore where the hills kiss the sky and the clouds  
The hills kiss the sky and the clouds   Running spring waters kept milk icy cold, hearty fruit trees our summertime sweet  
Mandy Jane filled our bellies and nurtured our souls; her smokehouse cured fresh meat  
We’d all gather eggs in the early morn, pick the garden before the day’s sun  
And sometimes at night when our butter she’d churn, I could hear her sweet little hum  
In my mind, I can still hear her hum   That night she went to Glory Land I held her hands in mine  
And sang to her of love so grand, we’ll share in the Divine  
When we meet on the other side   As the memories rushed past me and blurred my sight, I grasped them to keep safe & near  
I cried all the way down the mountain that night, forever holding my mother so dear  
Forever holding my mother so dear
6.
As the days grow longer, I count them down... how I’m counting them down  
’Til we meet again in the orchards, tending the fruit - the sun turns you brown  
We’ll dance in the rainstorms that come each afternoon, cooling us down  
And we’ll dine with the others, then quietly slip into our room   Sweet days of summer bring sweet summer nights  
Every moment I cherish our of sweet summer life   I can’t wait to trace your scars with my fingertips & then with my lips  
They’re the roads that lead to your soul, where I will savor you bit by bit  
We’ll hold each other ’til dawn, then rise with the sun, begin a new day  
Tangled sheets left behind, like vines in the fields after our take   Sweet days of summer bring sweet summer nights  
Every moment I cherish our of sweet summer life   We’ll leave the fields to fallow, go our separate ways like the sun’s distant rays  
I’ll rely on warm memories as time slowly creeps through the shortest of days  
As we winter over, like the trees, we’ll grow strong, for the following year  
You’re the one in my dreams during the times we aren’t there   When I’m old, I’ll remember the taste of your lips, and the sweet fruit  
Even then I’ll look back, and my spirit and heart will always return... to our...   Sweet days of summer and our sweet summer nights  
Every moment I cherish our of sweet summer life 
I will always remember our sweet summer life
7.
Liberty 02:49
Elder woman welcomes all - sea-washed sunset gates  
Well-known in her port of call, a mild and gentle face  
Crowned by the unconquered sun, seven lands and seas  
Mother of the exiles, homeless refugees   Hold the torch high, Liberty, the tired & the poor  
Seek the lamp of freedom lifted at the golden door   Now she is the tempest-tossed, her tattered gown is stained  
Undeterred by the accost, she breaks away the chains  
Sedition, malice at her door, angry tempers rage  
Rioting white privilege roars in a criminal display   Hold the torch high, Liberty, the tired & the poor  
Seek the lamp of freedom lifted at the golden door   Divisiveness left in the wake; tyrants cheer  
Frail democracy may break huddled masses fear  
Cries for her to be released freedom on the wind  
Restore a sense of peace, try the experiment again   Hold the torch high, Liberty, the tired & the poor  
Seek the lamp of freedom lifted at the golden door  
 Hold the torch high, Liberty, the tired & the poor  
Seek the lamp of freedom lifted at the golden door
8.
They say that Bill began it all in the land where grass is blue 
Lester had a pickin’ style that drove the tempo through 
Called Old Time Hillbilly with a high and lonesome sound 
Dr Ralph and Carter had a still house to tear down  Songs of trains, mountain mining, lying, cheating, killing, dying 
Love and loss and gambling, moonshine, mama, muscadine 
Men who say “you done me wrong,” and pretty girls who move along 
Three chords and a G-Run; That’s what makes a bluegrass song  People come from miles around, strumming strings of steel 
Ballads, breakdowns, instrumentals, old time jigs & reels 
Men of constant sorrow who possess a special gift 
They say when four are picking, there is usually a fifth  Songs of trains, mountain mining, Lying, cheating, killing, dying 
Love and loss and gambling, moonshine, mama, muscadine 
Men who say “you done me wrong,” and pretty girls who move along 
Three chords and a G-Run; That’s what makes a bluegrass song  Born from all our origins and beckoned to combine 
Hymns and old tradition, Life and Music intertwined 
Chicken stew or a hoe-down, any chance to pick & grin 
Now and then a II chord or a VII might sneak in  So If Bill Monroe’s your father and Jimmy Martin’s King 
You Flatpick 6, claw hammer 5, or saw 4 fiddle strings 
If an 8 string mando cross-pick stirs a musical romance 
Then you’re in bluegrass country, where flatfoot is a dance  Songs of trains, mountain mining, Lying, cheating, killing, dying 
Love and loss and gambling, moonshine, mama, muscadine 
Men who say “you done me wrong,” and pretty girls who move along 
Three chords and a G-Run; Three chords and a G-Run 
Three chords and a G-Run; That’s what makes a bluegrass song
9.
(Prologue) Thirteen stars, thirteen stripes, thirteen honored folds at the end of life  
Halfway there at sea, on land, the last farewell from our flag so grand   I was raised at Prospect Hill, an ensign of man’s free will  
High above red-stained fields I wave a majestic shield  
When I honor those who died I bow midway with respect, pride  
Gloves & hat in place a stoic guard, a sacred space   Perdition lingers on and on - I’m halfway there all year long  
So weary, grief appears in 13 folds, a thousand tears   Hardware clangs, the wind’s own bell; 21 shots, sulfur smell  
Unseen flag of death above unfurled for those we loved  
Halfway there seeing children flee - there’s chaos, cacophony  
So many lives, in war and peace lost to bullets, disease, police   Perdition lingers on and on - I’m halfway there all year long  
So weary, grief appears in 13 folds, a thousand tears   I race to the peak for an instant there then retreat halfway, in despair  
This is now so commonplace - it used to be a hallowed space  
How I long to have a voice, to plea for life, regain my hoist  
Do they see? Do they care?   Perdition lingers on and on - I’m halfway there all year long  
So weary, grief appears in 13 folds, a thousand tears   (Epilogue) All attempts seem in vain To rise up to the top once again  
Do they see? Do they care? Halfway there
10.
A gem in the gold autumn leaves - your black hair and charcoal eyes  
As a hoot owl called we fell in love ‘neath that tree we used to climb  
My memories of the hours we’d spend - forever lost in time   Now my arms are empty, my heart’s been denied since you went away  
The sting of loneliness won’t subside - I’ve loved you more each day   We met one night in the light of the moon before you went off to war  
Then I searched to find you in my dreams, or up among the stars  
The woods fell silent when you left, but for the tears my own heart wept  
And the hoot owl called for your return each night before I slept   Now my arms are empty, my heart’s been denied since you went away  
The sting of loneliness won’t subside - I’ve loved you more each day   You gave me your cap - it was navy blue, a wool letter S in red  
Said you’d come back for it, keep it safe, that I should wear it instead  
Your precious cap was all I had left and I kept it close to my heart  
When I learned you had fallen at the front it kept me from coming apart   Now my arms are empty, my heart’s been denied since you went away  
The sting of loneliness won’t subside - I’ve loved you more each day   I could find you under the Maple tree, your ball cap turned to the side
11.
He wore the grey, his brother in blue  
Met face to face at Gettysburg - what were they to do?  
Were they bound by the cause they signed up for  
Sacrificing family for the sake of war?   Did they know? How could they even know?  
Ripples become a hurricane  
Did they make a choice that day to not turn and walk away?  
Did they know?   You joined the Guard, they sent you to Kent State  
Young and green, how could you know their fate?  
Four precious students, lifeless on the ground  
Do you ever wonder if your bullet took one down?   Did you know? How could you even know?  
Ripples become a hurricane  
Did you make a choice that day to not turn and walk away?  
Did you know?   Out on foot patrol she worked the city beat  
Thought she saw a gun in the chaos on the street  
She reached for her sidearm, to control the scene  
But his was a water pistol, and the kid just thirteen   Toss a pebble in the water, the ripples spread and grow  
We see little motion; there’s so much more below  
As the scenes play over and over in your mind  
Do you agonize over what was left behind?   Do we know? How can we even know?  
Ripples become a hurricane  
Do we make a choice each day to not turn and walk away?  
Do we know?   Could you have made a choice that day, to turn & walk away?  
...I wonder if you know
12.
Was it too soon we parted? Should it have ever started? 
No guilt or fear, no more tears… I think it is… Better this way  We had our moments, it’s true; even said, “I love you” 
Thought it could last, but the passion passed; How can it be… Better this way?  We let our spirits be free - I relish the memory 
And keep in mind what was left behind - It has to be…Better this way  Things aren’t always as they seem - A path in life cloaked in a dream 
Through the looking glass a chance to disappear 
Reflections never lie when the glass is clear  Finding all the holes you left - fill them in, no regrets 
A spark in my soul has now taken hold… I know it is… Better this way… 
Yes, Better this way…
13.
From our home along the Tay we were weavers all by trade 
Thirteen children born to our family 
Working long hours for low pay, we knew no other way 
Seemed a destiny we could never leave  We were schooled until age ten, then to the mills were sent 
In the damp and dusty jute works of Dundee 
We spin the jute and flax weaving linen cloth and sacks 
’Twas the weaver's life in eighteen eighty-three  One by one six angels flew; my own twin brother, too 
Five of those souls never reached age three 
When they called our mama home; Papa felt so all alone 
Six months after he had buried the last babe  One day my sister sailed off to Americay 
Her beau was waiting there to take her hand 
I tried to be the mum to my siblings left so young 
And dreamed about a life in that new land  Then Sister wrote to tell of the land they’d come to dwell 
Far away from the ocean's chill and roar 
With other Brits abreast in a place called Midwest 
I should join them, leaving Scotland evermore  I worked fifteen hours a day so my steerage I could save 
And summoned fearlessness to go alone 
Take my leave of old Dundee, farewell to the cold North Sea 
And the poor loom weaver’s life I’d been bestowed  When my passage I did earn, I vowed to ne’er return 
Start anew far from the dismal factory 
I stayed by Sister's side; with hers, I raised my child 
They were all I had to call my family  I had cut the ties that bind leaving kith and kin behind 
And when Sister took her daughter to Dundee 
I could nae bear the pain to visit there again 
Once I'd found the strength to leave that poverty  Mama died when I was nine; I'll nae forget her smile 
My young one had her same smile from the start 
Though I had traveled on and left our family home 
Scotland will e'er be in my heart 
14.
You had your way against my will; then shame & guilt kept my voice my voice still 
Unfit to speak or tell a soul I’d been ripped in two where I once was whole 
I broke away from your grip yet I still feel your hand silence my lips 
My red bandana got left behind - keep it, I don’t need the remind  My body, my voice; my life, my choice 
Keep your laws off my womb. There just isn’t room 
Don’t try and take my voice away - I won’t be silent, not today  Now that night I live again as you declare your ‘legal win’ 
Your self-righteousness be damned; I won’t give up the life I planned 
You ban support or relief for the life you caused to be 
Then flaunt your strength but have no will, and hide behind misguided bills  My body, my voice; my life, my choice 
Keep your laws off my womb. There just isn’t room 
Don’t try and take my voice away - I won’t be silent, not today  You care not for the babe or me; I see through your hypocrisy 
“No favors I ask for my sex; but your foot belongs not on my neck*” 
Raging women take to the streets against these laws of men’s deceit 
"Make good trouble" - we won’t go back to metal hangers and back alley hacks  Our bodies, our voice; our lives, our choice 
Keep your laws off our wombs. There just isn’t room 
Our bodies, our voice; our lives, our choice 
Keep your laws off our wombs. There just isn’t room 
Don’t try and take our voice away - we won’t be silent, not today 
We won’t be silent, not today  *Ruth Bader Ginsberg

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The album title "Ripples in the Wake” reflects how songs of deep self-reflection, tribute, and political introspection, can ripple into each other, overlapping in a way that carries you into the currents of this album.

Kirby's voice, an older one in its expression of wisdom, long-held understandings, and timelessness, can ache like winter wind on cold hands. She sings as if she deeply knows herself in “I Was Never a Child.”

"Somewhat old-school folk singer with a gentle approach that will remind one of early Cris Williamson, Mimi Farina, Kate Wolf, Meg Christian, the less-wordy Ferron & Mary Chapin Carpenter. Kirby has a delightful narrator’s voice with her well-thought-out songs.

But it’s her well-nurtured vocals — while not as bright as early Judy Collins, Kirby does sing with that same baked bread, honey in the jar & wildflower expressiveness as Ms. Collins. Wonderful music to listen to early in the morning. Comforting, reassuring & while others may sing the praises of whiskey Ms. Heard is closer to jasmine tea, ruby red wine & hot chocolate moments." ~ John Apice, Americans Highways [www.AmericanaHighways.org]

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released October 14, 2022

Produced by Jon Shain. Recorded May 5-9, 2022 at Good Luck Studio, Chapel Hill, NC, with Engineering & Mixing by FJ Ventre. Mastering by Jeff Carroll, Bluefield Mastering, Chapel Hill, NC.

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Kirby Heard has become known for songs that take listeners on journeys through yesteryear and memories of home. Often introspective, inquisitive, and witty, these are songs with an authentic voice and perspective. Chris Spector (Midwest Record) called it ‘delightful, meaty songwriting that could only come from the heart and does a great job of opening your ears.’ ... more

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